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Sat, 04 Aug 2012 00:29:23 -0400

tastefullyoffensive: [@cam_oflage]

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 00:29:16 -0400

tastefullyoffensive:

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Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:28:57 -0400

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Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:24:38 -0400

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Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:03:43 -0400

WANT.

Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:02:36 -0400

WANT.

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Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:02:18 -0400

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Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:01:01 -0400

I just got slapped in the face with a bagel...

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 11:15:26 -0400

lulz-time: (via/follow Death by Lulz)

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 15:00:23 -0400

lulz-time:

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Tue, 17 Jul 2012 02:39:47 -0400

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Tue, 17 Jul 2012 02:39:37 -0400

DreamsClouded <3

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 18:57:04 -0400

There’s a reason my tumblr is called dreamsclouded. It’s not that I’m not sure what my dreams are. It’s that my dreams are held in the clouds. I love clouds.

I'M GOING TO LONG ISLAND IN 9 DAYS!

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 18:55:39 -0400

I LOVE to sleep. But I never want to go to bed. :/

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 01:58:57 -0400

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Sun, 08 Jul 2012 01:47:25 -0400

My “little sister” so needs this. I don’t have...

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 01:27:13 -0400

My “little sister” so needs this. I don’t have the words to express to her how important she is, and how much she needs to get help with her thoughts of suicide. I don’t want her to end up like me. Bent over the toilet throwing up a bottle of pills. I don’t want her to end up worse. I am so scared for her that it makes me angry. And it’s really hard for me to not show that anger. I am angry because I know she’s better than that, and that it’s selfish, and petty and stupid. And I can say that because I’ve tried it. I’ve been at the edge of my best begging God to not let me wake up the next morning. I’ve been the girl who swallowed a bottle of pain killers and went to bed, only to wake up violently ill. I’ve been that selfish, petty, stupid girl, and it was all because of a boy. I didn’t consider what would happen when my mom walked into my room the next morning to wake me up, or what my dad would do, or how my sister would feel. I didn’t think about what my best friends would think, or my teachers, or even the ex-boyfriend who caused it all. I thought about the easiest way to stop hating myself for the ideas put into my head by someone else. I did it all on my own. I’ve only ever admitted this to three people (plus the real life friends/followers of mine who may actually read this, now). My parents don’t know. My sister doesn’t know. Most of my friends have no idea.

Dev, even though there is no blood relation, you are so much like me in so many ways that it’s scary. You are such a beautiful, bright and talented teenager about to blossom into a wonderful young woman. I know things get hard, and life gets rough. But at 17, there is still so so soo much for you to see and experience and live. It truly pains me to see you this hurt and struggling this much. I never want to watch someone I love and care for dearly go through what I went though. Your friends, especially Krista, love you more than anything. They will be here for you, no matter what. Stop this idea of being crazy, everyone is! Feeling like this is sometimes normal, but you’re getting to a point that is scary to those who love you most. We want you to get help, and we want to stand by your side every single step of the way. You’re my little sister, Devy, and I love you dearly. I will always be here. Don’t take the stupid way out. <3

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Thu, 05 Jul 2012 15:26:12 -0400

Positivityalways.: rachhiiieeee: “25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with...

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 15:20:36 -0400

Positivityalways.: rachhiiieeee: “25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with...:

rachhiiieeee:

“25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you can’t happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment. 2….

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Tue, 03 Jul 2012 21:56:10 -0400